~Heather~

Well school over all is okay. I guess until I got my transcript and figured out exactly how shitty my grades are and I wanna go change them but i can't there's absolutely no way I can get into a nice college with them I wish I was one of the smart people who didnt have to spend there lives trying not to fail ...I do my homework I study for test's then why in the hell am i so stupid!

>1.The singular most boring question...what is your name? Heather

>2. Are you happy with it? Its okay

>3. Are you named after anyone? Heather Locklear-ahahahah

>4. Your screenname: aravenedwitch

>5. Would you name a child of yours after you? no

>6. Then what would you name your children? boy:Tyler/Robin girl:Sarah/Michaela/Savanna

>7. If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name
>be? River Phoniex-wack name I know ask my mom...

>8. If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? Ju



>9. Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name

>constantly? no

>10. Would you drop your last name if you became famous? yes

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>11. Your gender: Female

>12. Straight/gay/bi? : Straight

>13. Single? yep

>14. Want to be? Not really



>15. Your birthdate: 08/26/1988

>16. Your age: 16 almost 17 next month

>17. Age you act: 17-18

>18. Age you wish you were:21 to be able to do more things



>19. Your height: 5'6 1/2

>20. The color of your eyes: Blue

>21. Happy with it?: yes

>22. The color of your hair: died:auburn natural:blonde

>23. Happy with it? yes

>24. Left/right/ambidextrous? right

>25. Your living arrangement? Parents

>26. Your family:Tiffany 13, Dakota 7, Mother, Father -my parents are still married 21 years on august 24th

>27. Have any pets? 3 Dogs-Bayleigh/Cracker,BabyGirl,Heidi Kat

>28. What's your job: Babysitting a 2 1/2 year old

>29. Piercings? 5 all in my ears


>30. Tattoos? nope


>31. Obsessions? none that I can think of

>32. Addictions? COKE

>33. Do you speak another language? German English and a lil French

>34. Have a favourite quote? "Somethings you lose and somethings you just give away"-JOJ

>35. Do you have a webpage?no
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>DEEP THOUGHTS

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>36. Do you live in the moment? Um yeah kinda


>37. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? some people

>38. Do you have any secrets? yep

>39. Do you hate yourself? No just the things I do

>40. Do you like your handwriting? Yeah Its pretty

>41. Do you have any bad habits? um not really

>42. What is the compliment you get most from people? um Nice eyes

>43. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? huh Im not really sure "The breakfast Club 2


>44. What's your biggest fear? Trying to commit suicide then failing and having to live with why did you do that questions
>45. Can you sing? Not well

>46. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? nope

>47. Are you a loner? um not really either

>48. What are your number 1 priorities in life? Huh to live

>49. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?Sure why not

>50. Are you a daredevil?sometimes


>51. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? yeah Im not saying the people who know me know me well enough to know

>52. Are you passive or aggressive? aggressive

>53. Have you got a journal? what do you call this thing im writing in a paper one yeah
>54. What is your greatest strength and weakness?im not sure

>55.If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? lalalalala everything!


>56. There are 3 wells, love, beauty and creativity. u can only drink out of one. Which 1 would u drink of? beauty

>57. How do you vent? throw thing, self mut., when im mad at other i end up harting myself how does that make sense?


>58. Do you think you are emotionally strong? yeah

>59.Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Doing better in school

>60. Do you think life has been good so far? no

>61. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Dont listen to old people they have no clue what there saying

>62. Do you think you are good looking?um no answer
>63. Are you confident?yeah

>64. What is the fictional character you're most like? im not sure

>65. Do people know how you feel? some

>66. Are you perceived wrongly? yes

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>DO YOU...

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>67. Smoke? Nope

>68. Do drugs? Nope

>69. Read the newspaper? not really

>70. Go to church? NOPE!not unless i have to.

>71. Talk to strangers who IM you? um not really

>72. Sleep with stuffed animals? um sometimes

>73. Take walks in the rain? yeah and I dance too
>74.Talk to people even though you hate them? no

>75. Drive? I wish

>76.Like to drive fast? Not really






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>WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...

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>77.Liked your voice? no

>78.Hurt yourself? yes self mutliation

>79. Eaten something that made other people sick? yah

>80. Had sex? no

>81.Been in love? yeah

>82. Done drugs? nope

>83. Gone skinny dipping? yepp

>84. Had a medical emergency? yes



>85. Had surgery?yea

>86. Ran away from home? wanted to

>87. Played strip poker? tried but didnt finish

>88. Gotten beaten up? by my sister

>89. Beaten someone up?no

>90. Been picked on? used to be

>91. Been on stage? yes

>92. Been so drunk that u no u're supposed to go out on a date with
>someone,but u can't remember wit who or when and that you faint when you
>look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? no

>93. Slept outdoors? when camping yeah

>94. Thought about suicide? well anyone that knows me knows that answer but for the people who dont yes and i have tried

>95. Gone one day without food?try 4 or 5

>96. Talked on the phone all night? yes

>97. Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? yeah




>98. Slept all day? yes




>99. Killed someone? almost

>100.Made out with a stranger? no

>101. Had sex with a stranger? no

>102. Thought you're going crazy? yeah

>103. Kissed the same sex?no

>104. Done anything sexual with the same sex? no

>105. Been betrayed? yep

>106. Had a dream that came true? yeah

>108. Met a famous person? yeah

>109. Been on radio/tv? yeah

>110. Been in a mosh-pit? no

>111. Had a nervous breakdown? yes

>112. Considered religious vocation? huh im confused...then I guess HELL NO

>113. Bungee jumped? hell no but i would out of a building with out the bungee

>114. Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah it was weird too
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>115. Shoe brand? Vans, Adidas,sketchers,converse,Roxy

>116. Brand of clothing? um mudd ect.

>117. Cologne/perfume? something that smells good


>118. What are you normally wearing to school/work? clothes

>119. How about parties? something nice

>120. Wear hats? nah

>121. Judge other people by their clothing? no

>122. Wear make-up? yeah

>123. Favourite place to shop? hottopic,Torid,JcPennys the mall

>124. Favourite article of clothing? shoes

>125. Are you trendy? hell no
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>126. Would you rather wear a uniform to school? NO

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>127. Believe in life on other planets? Why not

>128. Miracles? Yeah

>129. Astrology? Sure yeah

>130. Magik? Im not sure maybe



>131. God? Maybe




>132. Satan? maybe prolly not tho

>133. Santa? no

>134. Ghosts? yes

>135. Luck? yep

>136. Love at first sight? yeah

>137. Yin and Yang (that good can't excist without the bad)? yeah

>138. Witches? sure

>139. Easter bunny? no

>140. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? no

>141. Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no

>142. Do you wish on stars? yes

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>143. Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? nope I believe its what ever the person imagined it to be (im gonna be killed for saying this)Its a figment of a person imagination

>144. Do you think God has a gender? I dont know

>145. Do you think that science counteracts religion? YES Adam and eve is an example

>146. Do you believe in organized religion? I don't have a religion!Im not sure what to believe im going more toward no god or multi god's

>147. Where do you think we go when we die?where ever the particlar person thought we would go.

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>AMIGOS

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>148. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes

>149.Who is your best friend? I have a few

>150. Who's the one person that knows most about you? Ju and Michelle

>151. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? um classified
>152. Your favourite inside joke? im not sure
>153. Thing you're picked on most about?weight

>154. Who's your longest known friend? michelle by 1 month more than Ju

>155. Newest? Amanda

>156. Shyest? Shell

>157. Funniest? shell

>158. Sweetest? that would be Ju

>159. Closest? Michelle and Ju

>160. Weirdest? um im not sure a couple tie

>161. Smartest? Tara

>162. Ditziest? none

>163. Friends you miss being close to the most? Heather

>164. Last person you talked to online? Jeff

>165. Who do you talk to most online?Ju

>166. Who are you on the phone with most? Michelle

>167. Who do you trust most? Michelle and Ju

>168. Who listens to your problems? Ju and Michelle

>169. Who do you fight most with?My siblings

>170. Who's the nicest? Ju and michelle

>171. Who's the most outgoing? Ju

>172. Who's the best singer? Alyssa

>173. Who's your second family? Michelle's

>174. Do you always feel understood? Nope

>175. Who's the loudest friend? bob and tiffany

>176. Do you trust others easily? no

>177. Friend that lives farthest away: Ju does

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>THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES

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>178. Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? yes

>179. If you did experience that for one day, what would you do? I would find out how masterbation feels prolly
>180. What do you love most about the other gender? um alot lol

>181. What do you dislike most? there to sex orintated well most of em



>182. What do you understand least? the bible

>183. Honestly, what do you notice first in the opposite sex? personality
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>WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

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>184. Smiled?2 seconds ago

>185. Laughed? about 1 seconds ago





>186. Cried? um last night when I got kicked in the ribs
>187. Bought something?today

>188. Danced? yesterday in the pool

>189. Were sarcastic? every day

>190. Talked to an ex? um im not sure

>191. Watched your fave movie? a while ago I havent seen the Crow or the Breakfast club in forever

>192. Had a nightmare? Now I live in one

>193. Talked on the phone? earlier to Jen

>194. Listened to the radio? last night

>195. Watched TV? earlier

>196. Went out? today

>197. Helped someone? like an hour ago

>198. Were mean? earlier

>199. Sang? earlier to JOJ

>200. Saw a movie? yesterday
>201. Missed someone? all the time

>202. Fought with a family member? today


>203. Fought with a friend? a while ago

>204. Had a serious conversation?the other day with Ju

I know long time sense I posted last but nothing major has been going on.

~One month gone of summer vacation and I havent done anything major yet.
*My list of what I want to do*

*I want to go to disney land-Im going in novemeber but I want to go NOW!
* Clean my room-at the bottom of my list
*Go find something to eat-thoughtfully wanting to eat but im not gonna
*Go see "War of the worlds"
*Hang with friends-hasnt happened yet
*plan birthday party-im 17 next month
* yeah and alot of other things that im to lazy to write.

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Blah.....
I cant think of anything else right now um um yeah

Was awsome except:
the rain
the mud
the cold
wet sleeping bag
the mosquitos
ect.

Heres what I did:
Tuesday:
Drive drive some more get there for camp and have opening exercises.
Weds:
Woke up it rained it rained some more our tent got flooded we went to pull weeds that were HUGE like 4 feet tall and like in bushes they hurt when you get cut by em.
thursday:rain more rain more flooded tent um and hikes.
Friday:Canoeing um I fell out of it THE WATER WAS FREEZING COLD.
Saturday:came home muddy

Random thoughts:
~He still lives with my grandma.
*He pays no rent.
*He is verbally abusive to her..
-Why doesnt she kick him out?
~Why cant he be normal hes insane.
~Believes my mom is worthless when its the other way around hes the worthless one...
~Plots revenge is sick weird ways.
*Puts trash in our yard because hes jelous of what we don't have.

I cant wait to go to Utah. Im going camping its so fun im bored as you can tell....

Huh Grapes and gatorade is an interesting mix....Just thought Id let ya know.

Im ok....Im actually updating for a change well yeah um ....NO school rockssleep til noon and not miss a thing I want to go camping well I am but not til tuesday,Im going camping in Utah in the mountains so I can freeze.

Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"

Atheist
You are Godless! You could care less about religion. As far as you're concerned, if you can't see, touch and kick something, it's not real to you. You're day-to-day activities consist of eating, working, sleeping and the occasional Internet or coffee shop debate. Lastly, if anyone chooses to preach at you otherwise, you will either leave or debate them until they finally shut up.